God!

I CHOOSE YOU!

Let's just pretend like we are pokemon trainers.

Broken.

Financially? After online shopping and purchasing tickets to Boston/NY?
Yes.

But also inside me. Sometimes I forget.
I am so broken and instead of amending the broken pieces, I just hide them. I cover it and forget about it.


Actually though, this term has been really good for me actually.
God answers prayers; my roommates love me; I have been more disciplined; etc.
I've still made many mistakes. I still have so much to grow. God, I am broken in many ways because I don't have wisdom! Lord, give me wisdom! 

All I do is scream out what I want from God these days. I also just let time pass without God. I just don't spend enough time with the one who loves me more than anything. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that I have been so selfish these days and not caring about other people. I'm so sorry that I have been so thankless when you have given me this really fun term and many opportunities.


My heart is being pulled in so many ways. I just don't know what I want. Please, God, anchor it down with your love. 

Don't let me just throw away my brokenness. Please God, fix them. I trust you.


God's got my heartbeat runnin' away.


True dat.